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| Funny how songs fit so well at certain times...and yet, somehow I feel really cheesy/lame for posting these lyrics. But hey, I just heard this song recently, I don't normally listen to him... But of course, this song would be from a girls perspective... -_-; Jesse McCartney: Just So You Know I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away
And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let 'him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killin' me
I wonder why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here
mmoooh
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know
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| Hehehe, I thought it was appropriate to have a xanga that looks like my profile picture, but I didn't look right so I chose this one.  Well, only a few days left of high school... It's kinda wierd. This year, there were times where things just felt really slow, but now that I think back on it, those times were just slow 'cuz of projects, papers, college apps. and other hard stuff like that. And this year, I think I grew from experiences and learned to fully trust God. And, I learned how to sing better from Girls Choir, which is one of the BEST choirs Berean has ever had (says Mrs. Hazelrigg). I just feel kinda bad, 'cuz Ryan said that we're better than ALS... Graduation is on June 8th, hopefully this time I won't mess up like in 8th grade graduation... On a side note, I just found a girl version of DBSK called Cheon Sang Ji Hee. OOH, good stuff man if anyone knows how DBSK sings accapella. Upcoming Events: Choir Concert (June 1st) EVERYONE COME!! and Graduation (June 8th, of course) | | |
| Okay, so I've decided to go to SF State.  At first I have to say I wasn't too happy about not getting into UCI, but now I guess I'm gonna transfer to UCI after 2 years. That is, if I still want to go there, 'cuz two years can change you. hahaha. I kinda feel bad 'cuz I really like UOP, especially the campus and stuff. Too bad it wasn't in SF instead of Stockton, gotta have that city life. ahahha!! Just a question, but is it hard to get into UOP? Hmm, so I think this is pretty funny. So in my emails, I've been getting a lot of stuff from UC Merced. Probaby just because they want more people to go there, but then I've also been getting stuff from UC Riverside?? Is that like the worst UC out of all of them or something?? Well, anyways, today I got an email saying that I was accepted into UC Riverside. Okay...  Kinda cool I guess, since I didn't even apply. Maybe I would have thought about going there if they didn't send me the email so late. Too bad I already told SF State I was going to go there like last Friday. hahaha! Anyways, I think it's kinda funny since I didn't even apply... | | |
| Um, okay today I found out about UC Irivine and Berkeley.  <-- Yeah, you know what that means right? I guess I'm okay with not getting accepted... Um, okay scratch that, I'm actually kinda dissapointed that I didn't get into Irvine. Yeah, sure I do wanna cry...dude, lameness all around. Dude, i don't care about not getting accepted to berkeley. Who cares about Berkeley anyways?? Pssh, I already knew I wasn't going to get in. But yeah, even though I'm kinda depressed, I feel relieved in a way. Is that wierd? At least I don't have to wait for anymore responses from colleges. I guess God didn't want me to go to Irvine? Maybe in two years I'll transfer... AUGH! Dude, I just realized that I still have to make a decision on where I want to go. SF State or UOP? I dunno!!! o_O | | |
| Today I found out that I got into UOP!! YAY!!! ^__^ I'm in the Japanese program, which is pretty cool I guess. I really wanted to get into the Chinese program though. I guess it was too full or something... Too bad. : ( Maybe I'll be able to switch?? I dunno. I'm still not sure if I really want to go there or not. Actually SF State is my 2nd choice after UC Irvine. But we'll see I guess. It's kinda weird saying I want to go to a CSU over UOP though... I wonder if it's hard to get into UOP. I feel kinda bad, 'cuz I didn't really try too hard on my essay... I just tweaked it a little from one of my UC ones. hehe. Up next: UC acceptance?? | | |
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